Its been 8 years, 1 month and 7 days since my last post.  So much has changed in my life.  My core beliefs mostly.  My personal life exploded in ways I never could have imagined but my new beliefs … they’re bigger now and deeply tied to all of it.

I believe I’m a spiritual being here on earth having a human experience.  I believe I pre-planned and pre-selected all major events and key people for this life, to provide the most potential for learning and personal growth. 

Haven’t reached that level of release and forgiveness for the current situation, but I will.

Many of you reached out, intuited the situation exactly, and offered love and support – Thank you! Many have reached out with assurances that they believe nothing bad said about me, while remaining within earshot.  Many warned me of this exact situation, and I was a dick to you about it. My late Grandmother warned me constantly, harped on it, and we eventually quit speaking.  

I apologize sincerely; I was wrong.   

I have not, nor will I provide details.  I believe this is part of my lesson: to remain silent.  Not to tell my side of the story. Not to show the receipts.  To let the lessons flow, without my interference.  I will admit there are about two dozen local contractors and home building professionals who know the visually available part of the story. I felt obligated to provide some basic background information to those I eventually hired.  They all suggested in the strongest terms that I take legal action, knowing I would not.  I recently learned I am included in a monthly breakfast prayer meeting though…. So that’s nice! 

So, here I am, alone on the side of a mountain, in BFE… still somehow stuck in CA!  WTAF?!  It's been…rough.  I am going to attempt to find the humor and share it here.   Not sure if anyone even reads this but seems like I’m supposed to write so I’ll try.

Stand by…

Love and Light MFers!